Mentally fuked up

If you join a cult, and you accept having a leader run your life for you, you dont grow menally any way. I doubt that someone who let somone else make important life decisions for them grow on any level at all. At SRF and in all those kind of cults, there is absolutely no growth at all. I would rather think that people become more like zomies. I have seen crazy people down town creaming and holloring religious things. I have also seen some wierd people in Berkely walking around at night time behaving weird. This is the way people that let their lives into someone elses hands end up. I bet those people have been to some kind of religious or non religious leader.

I wounder if any one at SRF can understand that what they are doing is not healthy at all. I remeber that some peple over there was like children sometimes, and this is what cults do to people. I think that if a person is insecure or dont want to make their own decisions about his or her life, then it is better to ask mom or dad, because they want a better life for you than you can get from a cult. But if one dont agree with mom or dad, then ask a shrink, or move to a socialist contry.

To live a spiritual life is to live in freedom, but not at spiritual rights freedom or any cult, because it is only the name that says freedom. Many people talk about freedom, but there is a lot of talk but little action.

Rev. Bill was someone who had endured living in the south about a couple of hundered years ago being an owner of a slavefarm, it was like if he was born in the wrong time for his character. I just dont understand how someone can want to have a relationship with a man like that. It is sad, that so many women liked him, or wanted him. I never understood what anyone could see in him. I know that he was a brute and that some people where scared of him. He could be very frightening, especially when he got angry or mad. He would have most of the ministers on his side too. Yes, I remember how angry he could become at someone. He once was so mad at me, for no reason I thought. Now I know why, it was not because of me, it was because of him. It is called a projection, thats what he did, and this is why I did not understand why, ususllay when people get angry it is for a reason.

Any way this cult and the ministers there should not practice any teachings at all, they are not qualified for it. They can not take that kind of responsibility. It is worse for childern growing up there, not so many I hope now a days. The children learn to belive in spirits and reincarnation from start. Parents at this cult think that the chilred actually become gifted, but the trouth is that they will not fit in to an ordinary society later in life if they wish to do so. They will be to brainwashed from childhood. Also i belive growing up among this kind of people in a cult is very harmful. It is important to learn certain things at a certain age. In SRF they use cult languge, wich is a little different from ordingary language. I dont know how long it would take for someone that grew up in a cult to be able to take part of the ordingary society. They would have to see a deprogrammer, but I dont know who would pay for that since when you leave a cult you have nothing.

If you are a member of an ordinary church you dont leave it without anything, that is a difference.