Healing guides

In healing we learned about our healing guides. These are our spiritual guides that are our helpers and we can use them to heal with. The guides are higher standing beings. Everyone have these guides around them. We just have to go into meditation and find them. We put up a seperation rose and ground ourselves and then we ask our healing guides to come up tree steps behind us. There are a lot of different beings and spirits around us all the time, but we are not prepered to see them. We can learn how to see them trough training. Some people are really psychic some are not. Some people destroy the energy in the clairvoyant school, like I did. Some people can never have the teaching, they are not spiritual enough ( usually high educated people). People that can try to stop you from living a wounderful spiritual life growing and developing spiritually, are your parents and close relations. A spiritual life is the best you can get, far from an ordinary life, but you will not know, until one day you are in a much higher energy level, after many years training. You will ask yourself, -What have I done to my life? And you wont belive it! Sit down enjoy to meditate, se your psychic gifts. Some people are so gifted. I remeber that after some healing classes and after becoming broke, there was not much of spiritual gifts in me any more. That much for spirituallity. Any way, have a look at the film below, about a family that lost their son in a similar cult. Doing angel healing. I remember that they people I worked for opened up a school of their own and they did something like this, angelhealing. Yes I have taken one of those classes and initially they are wounderful. But then what happends? Do you loose your fear of death? Mabye you get more and more curious about the light in the tunnel, after all, the body is just the house of the spirit. Mabye loosing ones life is like climbing out of that car wich is your body where your soul sits in. Everything is just engergy. I was encouraged to end my life at the last days i spent in this cult. Mabye this is what happend to the guy in the film below too.